an apology



i don’t know where to begin.  i apologize for the long silence here.

there has been a major setback.  all heart related.

i hardly have the strength to write these few words.  i am very sick.


it’s dark here at peanut headquarters.

come january i’ll be back.

or i will have mercifully died.

either one would be okay with me at this point.


i went in for a simple little procedure.

i have come out a virtual wreck of a person.

so strange.  and silly really.


many of you are more than friends. you almost are members of my family.

i don’t have it in me to talk to each of you directly.  you must know how much you mean to me.

i love you old bean.

i simply do.

til then.